It’s about being willing to keep that Service at the forefront of your Heart. Not your mind, your Heart. To be willing, no matter how irritating someone in the group might appear at one situation or another, to still be open hearted to each other. Because at the moment, your world is a cold and dark place. Your Heart and your Heart Light – you’ll remember this Heart Light situation. Yes? You see how smart we are bringing it in? We are genius. We are going to claim genius. Your Heart and your Heart Light situation is what your planet needs at this point in time to save it from the brink.
Now, what if I fail? What if I become cranky with somebody in this group and I don’t now wish to speak to them, then the whole group collapses. Does it? No. No. The point is: now I am cranky with the Anam – not at all – now I am cranky with the Anam. Oh, goodness. I just destroyed all the good work we’re trying to do because I closed my heart to her and I’m not going to open it because she’s wrong. Or some such situation.
You are human. You will feel cranky at times with other people or with each other. It does not matter. If you take nothing else from this conversation, take this piece – that is the emotional you. We expect you to get cranky. We expect you to fall over, because that is the human part of you learning the journey. The Essence of who you are, who committed to this journey and to arriving at this point if that was how the circumstances developed, that part of you cannot close its heart.
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2 responses
HI Anam,
Exactly! Own it and move on.
I find it helpful when I feel that energy of cranky, I say out loud to myself “Im really cranky”. Somehow that breaks “the spell,” its out in the open….then I can choose how to proceed.